It is all a matter of choice. I'm going to continue to try and look on the bright side. I can't be happy if I choose the dark side. I know it isn't easy, but I'm going to keep trying. Sometimes it takes patience but as I have said many times, God didn't give me good looks or money, but he did gift me with patience and that has been a much greater gift. I'll just keep trying even if it takes hard work, mistakes, patience and time.